Without you ....

Without you 

All my life looking for you, you were mine

I wasted time, I wasted words, it was all to undefined

words of praise and love , turned into pain and fights

I'm nothing without you

you're gone, now far away

to a happier place, without me its all fine,

without me,

you can be with your friends,

you enjoy your time

Here I am,

confused.

alone,

watching you walk away from me

the furthur you get the more I hate me

Yet, you walk with me every step I take

Not you ,a replacement , with his hand offered

me taking it wishing for you

wishing for love like I had with you

and yet again I was thrown in the dirt like you did to me.

At least it wasn't the same

at least it wasn't me

people say i'm free,

but fear and darkness come back to me like the time you weren't here

you were mine, I am still yours,

It all slowly seeps in, coldness consumes. warmth lost,

gone. that's what you are now, an empty space next to me

a love, lost forever

I cant take it all there was only one thing I never wanted to lose

never was angry at, never was unhappy with,

the one person who I loved from the moment I met them

the person who used loved me too ,

the person who is you.

admin HIkaru 

I wish

I Wish....

I wish i could go back
I wish i could feel his arms around me,
comforting my now tear stained face

i wish it would go back to how it used to..
i hope you will take me back,
my broken self

im waiting or you,
im still here, i wish you were too
but i still wish and hope,
for something i know wont ever happen again

admin Hikaru

Taemin fanfic

His kiss was what made me happy, but now that he's more distant than ever, he say he needs time with his friends. Again I was crying in my room after he had sworn at me. Nothing seemed the same. I wondered if I should break up with him but being a pitiful creature, I cant stand not having him there. I love him to much and its slowly killing me. I found my self strolling along the han river, even though it was at 4am. This is where he asked me to be his girlfriend, I crouched down and started to cry, loudly. No people for kilometers, after a good hour of being there.

“excuse me, I heard you and thought you might need a hot chocolate”,i sniveled as I looked up. He had straight brown hair, his dark beautiful eyes stared at me. His hand reaching out to help me u, his other occupied with 2 hot drinks

I stood up with his help and nodded a thanks, he held out the toasty drink out. We walked together and talked, I told him about my boyfriend.

“if I had you i'd never let anything come between us”, his eyes had a sparkle to them, I felt happier and not as scared to say what I actually thought to this stranger. Was I really with the right person. I just laughed at the comment but it got me thinking now was the time.

His name was taemin, yep, lee taemin from shinee.

“omg! What? How could I not recognize you ?:( I must be soo blind”

“hhahah a face with no make up can look completely different” he smiled at me and brushed a strand of hair behind my ear.

“i think you look betterr without it” I said shakly

“wow, its 7am already,better get going. ill drive you home” taemin said smiling

I was sort disappointed but it was fun while it lasted. He dropped me off and I got his number.

“dont forget about me!ill be waiting for your call tammy”

I took a deep breath in as I walked to my front door. His car was there, I hesitated at the door wanting run into taemins arms and cry. But I had to be brave it was now or never right?

idk why i wrote this but i did... i dont know if its good or not . hope you like it! :)

by admin hikaru

Miss

maybe sometimes i will still miss you

maybe sometimes i think i still love you

but now i will start not thinking about you

i want to prove that ,even without you i still can live really good

i will stop care about you

i will stop being sad for cant be your friend anymore

AND i will stop being sad about we cant be together

thank you for the whole memory you gave me in 4 month :)

and now i think is the good time to say good bye to you

Love or no?

my heart is so mix up right now~

i dont know if i still love you or no

but i  know every time i saw you my heart still jumping for you

every time i saw you i just want to get attention from you

but i know there will be nothing happen again  between us

i hate my self that i care about you so much

i really want to get over you inside my heart

but if i saw you in some where,that feeling just gone

i always hoping you might like me again

why you make me love you so much

every time i saw the first thing come out from my head is "you so cute"

I really dont know how to get over you

will they a guy that will love me like how i love you

will i stop loving you ?

the only stuff that can make me happy is,

keep thinking about the all memory we have

我真的好愛好愛你～

我想回到你身邊,

現在的我只能回憶. 

admin sakura :D(sorry for the bad grammer n english ><)

Sakura in love?

You know what?

i dont need your all atention just for me

but I just need a room that in your heart

so you can miss me when i miss you

i want you can like me how i like you

my friend say you might like me

but is that true?

will you like me?

this is the first i like a guy so much~

but i scared that if you dont like i cant forget you

even though i will try too

but.......

i really dont know if i can do that or no

i really wish that you are my crash ~~

i really wish that you are my perfect boy friend

i really wish that you are mind~

i never have this feeling before

i wonder if you dont like me

i wonder if you hate me

i wonder if you think im annoying

i dont why i always think about negative

even though i want to think about positive

but anyway

MY BIGGEST WISH IS I HOPE YOU LIKE ME LIKE HOW I LIKE YOU
but how can i do to make you like me??

admin:sakura :)
can you guys comment below plz ><
tell me what i can do QAQ

Suju's Kagin goes to japan alone....

Super Junior‘s Kangin recently traveled to Japan alone, without the rest of his members.

The singer wrote via his Twitter page on August 3rd, “Leaving for Japan in a few, it’s been a while. The others have already left, but I had musical rehearsal so I’m leaving now. I’ll see you soon.”

The rest of the Super Junior members left a day ahead of Kangin for ‘SMTOWN LIVE WORLD TOUR III‘, but as Kangin stated, he stayed behind an extra day to rehearse for his new musical, ‘Goong‘.

Kangin has been cast as Prince Lee Shin for the musical, and he will be performing in Japan starting this September.

Meanwhile, ‘SMTOWN LIVE WORLD TOUR III’ will be held in Tokyo Dome in Japan on August 4th and 5th.

Source : allkpop

admin Hikaru